Worrying about our presence is not something that naturally occurs to us. It is a man-made product of our society and we are obedient consumers who are taught to eat this shit in order to be likable. It takes a lot of work to go against your old habits, against media and your surroundings, start loving your body the way it is, not compete with anyone, even with your previous self, see beauty in someone but not lessen your own.

Living in the skinniest body possible and coming back to my normal shape taught me that I have to build my own happiness for myself.